how can this be happening, again?
i'm four years older, things are different. yet here i am, same scene, same shit.
is because i'm listening to these songs again?
fuck sakes.
i get so infatuated with people, so quickly. am i giving myself away? do i seriously just give my heart up to people i make a strong connection with.. i don't feel right at all.
and my closest friends, are becoming familiar faces on my social networking life..how can it be?
i don't fucking know what to do with myself.. i'm fucking depressed, again...again and again and again.
this feeling, is rotting me out from the inside of my brain.
i feel like a double edged knife, or a bipolar thermostat, if that's even possible. i don't know if sleep will help me, or if it will even come to me right now. i've got this rage inside of me and i don't know where it's coming from.
i feel like i might snap..
