don't even wanna

they're all the same i guess,
men that is.
it's easy to lie to me. i hide my outrage and just plain rotted feeling pretty well.
i can't stop writing lately. i've got soo much inspiration since i've moved up here. and there are lots of interesting things going on here. it's true, the city never sleeps. i used to be the one that didn't let the city sleep. but this place has people moving around, constantly.
i don't want to be stressed out. i still haven't found a healthy way to get rid of the worry, and stress and bullshit going on inside and around me.
i feel ill. and i miss everyone in newfoundland, such an island girl. i'm tellin ya......!


i need a shower, i guess. and it's raining. maybe i'll just go dance in a puddle, and play in traffic!
fuck that makes me miss tori, even more. fuck! i miss when we'd slash around in puddles, and play in traffic.
we had a system down. the way we played if one of us got hit, the other would end up getting dragged behind the car. soo hardcore we were hahaha.
fearless of life itself, but terrified of spiders and birds.
such girls, such girls.
i miss you asshole.
♥